Sup.

Rage.

Every single time I think I’ve found the epitome of stupid, some people somehow, find a way to work their way around to what is already established as the stupidest fucking thing on earth and just find a way to be so fucking abnormally retarded. Like lower than low functioning autistic. You could probably be sitting in a chair going “WHOAAOOAOAOAAA” and you’d still be more intelligent than some of the people out there now. Bear in mind, I’m not talking about everyone. I know that if I don’t say this, the stupid people who would normally be offended with that are going to get all touchy feeling going “I’M NOT STUPID, I AM SMART” and you’re all going to get pissed off and all that. So, not all of you.

Don’t do things last-minute

It’s never any good.

Feedback

It’s an amazing feeling to know that there are people out there, that appreciate what you make or do.
As you might or might not know, I draw and post my drawings on my deviantART. Every time I get a comment on one of those drawings, a smile forms on my face :)

(De)motivational speech

“You will never accomplish that!”
Saying that could have 2 possible effects on people. Some people take it as a challenge, pushing themselves to do even better, to prove you wrong.
Then there’s people like me. People who take that seriously. Whenever someone tells me I can’t do something, I never feel the urge to prove them wrong. I simply accept the fact that I will most likely fail at accomplishing that goal.
At first it isn’t that bad. But when you get told that over and over again, it slowly begins to hurt your feelings.
So next time, make sure what kind of person that you’re saying that to.

Lying.

Telling lies. Something everyone has done before and will do in their lives. It’s bad, but why do we do it when we know that? Surely, sometimes it could be beneficial.
Today I got caught playing on the computer while I was supposed to do homework. You might think, this isn’t such a big deal, but my parents have forbidden me to play on the computer while it’s school. The reason for that is that I used to play non-stop. It was unhealthy and just bad in general.
A few months ago I promised my mum that I would never lie to play on the computer again. I broke that promise.
Long story short, lying is bad. If you can avoid it, don’t lie. The truth will come out sooner or later. And when it does, the consequences are inevitable.

Decisions - 2

If anyone was interested, I decided to get my lazy ass off the couch and start working. Right now, I’m occasionally working in the kitchen. Still have lots of things to learn. 

Hopefully I can take over the restaurant later, although I still have my doubts. 

Decisions.

Sometimes it’s hard to make decisions even if your mind is set to something.
For example, I’m having a difficult time deciding on something. My parents have a Chinese restaurant and are going to retire soon. As I’m only 15 years old, it’s impossible for me to take over at this moment. They are planning to sell the restaurant to someone, but by doing that, we wouldn’t have any income. The person wanting to buy the restaurant is also having a difficult time deciding whether he should buy it or not.
Now my parents ask me, if they were to work for 2 more years, and I’d be 18 at the time, if I would want to take over the restaurant. You’d think the answer is simple. But being the lazy person I am, I don’t know if I’m capable of doing such a thing. If I were to say yes, I would have to work hard, and train myself to become better. But if I say no, I’d most likely have problems later.
I really don’t know what to do.